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Name: Andy
Birthday: 10/3/1988
Gender: Male


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Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Back At It

No silly hiatus is going to stop me from my New Years Tradition!

Really Long Survey (over 200)

What is your name?: Andrew \"V is for Vendetta\" Kotch
Are you named after anyone?: Andrew = Grandfather\'s Middle name
What's your screename?: Iamfivebears
Would you name a child of yours after you?: Probably
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Amanda, as per my mother\'s request
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Change my last name to Kriese
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: No, everyone gets Kotch right 100% of the time.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Not drop, just change back to Tkac.
Basics
Your gender:: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Straight baby
Single?: Not even a little bit
If not, do you want to be?: No, I\'m quite comfortable
Birthdate:: 10/3/88
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: Uh...19
Age you wish you were:: 19?
Your height:: 6\'1\" +Eye color:: Blueish
Happy with it?: Yeah, I like it
Hair color:: Brown
Happy with it?: Eh, it\'s my hair. I change it occasionally, but for the most part I like it.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right
Your living arrangement:: Single Dorm
Your family:: Rents, 2 half sisters, 3/4 G-rents
Have any pets?: Dog
Whats your job?: Electronics Clerk
Piercings?: None
Tattoos?: Not yet
Obsessions?: WoW
Addictions?: Crack
Do you speak another language?: 1337
Have a favorite quote?: \"Shut the Fuck Up\" -Cake
Do you have a webpage?: esseco.deviantart.com
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: So hard
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not particularly.
Do you have any secrets?: A-duh
Do you hate yourself?: No
Do you like your handwriting?: Not really, but like a lot of things, it has it\'s moments
Do you have any bad ha! bits?: A-duh
What is the compliment you get from most peo! ple?: Ni ce Mutton-Chops
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Our Glorious Leader: The Required Viewing Story of Our Comrades Life and Rise to Power
What's your biggest fear?: Being Forgotten, Bears
Can you sing?: Ha. No, seriously, that was a note.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Yes, but I can\'t pass myself off as Jerry Ryan often.
Are you a loner?: No, I\'m not.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Uh, self preservation, epics.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: No, I would not. Though I would make me laugh.
Are you a daredevil?: Professionally
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear my own ethics.
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive Agressive. Which is a passive answer, I think.
Do you have a journal?: Not anymore
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength = Reasoning Abilities Weakness = Absi! nth?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: Have better priorities
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Oh yeah
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Obviously. Otherwise my life would be boring as hell?
Do you think life has been good so far?: Indeed I do.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Fucking think about what you\'re doing.
What do you like the most about your body?: It\'s ability to persist despite being treated like hell
And least?: Lankyness
Do you think you are good looking?: Good enough
Are you confident?: Yes I am
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Narrator from Fight Club, in that this is a BS question. Holden Caulfield, that\'s what EVERYONE says. Maybe Jack from LotFlies? STILL A BULLSHIT QUESTION.
Are you perceived wrongly?: All the time, by so many people that should know better.
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?! : No, th e internet is paramount
Pray?: Yes, sparingly
Go to church?: Yes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not for long
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not anymore...I MISS YOU GUYS
Take walks in the rain?: Not unless I need something on the other end
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Uh, everyday? It\'s called life.
Drive?: Yeah
Like to drive fast?: Hell yeah
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Not really
Hurt yourself?: Yes
Been out of the country?: Canada, eh?
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Probably
Been in love?: Yes
Done drugs?: No
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes
Had a medical emergency?: Fell out of a tree and broke my arm in Kindergarten, I guess that counts.
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home?: For a grand total of...5 hours I think?
Played strip poker?: Word
Gotten beaten up?: Yeah
Beaten someone up?: Not badly
Been picked ! on?: Of course
Been on stage?: Not that I can remember OH WAIT nope
Slept outdoors?: I\'m a boy scout. So...maybe?
Thought about suicide?: Thought about it, but not considered it.
Pulled an all nighter?: Try last night? Wait, no, I slept. But yes.
If yes, what is your record?: Two and a half days
Gone one day without food?: Gone a whole fucking WEEKEND without food.
Talked on the phone all night?: Not ALL night, but four several hours at night, yes
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Many a time
Slept all day?: Only when sick
Killed someone?: Yes, and I chose Xanga to confess it.
Made out with a stranger?: No, I knew her name
Had sex with a stranger?: No
Thought you're going crazy?: Of course
Kissed the same sex?: Shut the hell up
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Repeat
Been betrayed?: Yes, though in retrospect, who the hell cares?
Had a dream that came! true?: Yes, in a distant relation sort of sense
Broken t! he law?: Yes
Met a famous person?: Yes, Demitri Martin
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: *bump bump* RABBIT! *swerve*
On purpose?: *bump bump* RABBIT! *stay the course*
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes
Stolen anything?: Yes
Been on radio/tv?: Yeah, won tickets to Projekt Rev
Been in a mosh-pit?: Several
Had a nervous breakdown?: Not all the way, but had small freakouts
Bungee jumped?: Not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Probably
Miracles?: Yes
Astrology?: Not even a little bit
Magic?: : The Gathering
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yes
Santa?: No
Ghosts?: No
Luck?: Sure
Love at first sight?: No, the idea just confuses me
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: No, unless it\'s based on perception
Witches?: I believe there are people who call themselves and beleive themselves to BE ! witches. I also believe they are full of it.
Easter bunny?: No
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, though it\'s hard I assume
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I proved this wrong, so FUCK that idea.
Do you wish on stars?: Only when prompted
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Basically
Do you think God has a gender?: Yes, Male
Do you believe in organized religion?: Yes
Where do you think we go when we die?: See two above, add in pergatory
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes
Who is your best friend?: Kevin Forster
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Carissa Moore
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: \"Get a change of scenery, of people\"
Your favourite inside joke?: "Turbo Leopard?  Sounds fierce!"
Thing you're! picked on most about?: Last Name
Who's your longest know! n friend ?: Patrick Kriese
Newest?: Veronica
Shyest?: I guess...Evan?
Funniest?: Kevin
Sweetest?: Katie S.
Closest?: Rissa
Weirdest?: Kevin
Smartest?: Rissa
Ditziest?: Alli
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Patrick (Though, it\'s more in the literal physical sense; He\'s far away)
Last person you talked to online?: Rachel Precht
Who do you talk to most online?: Rachel Precht
Who are you on the phone with most?: Mom, probably
Who do you trust most?: Rissa
Who listens to your problems?: Rissa, Kevin, Rachel
Who do you fight most with?: Rachel
Who's the nicest?: Grace Jones
Who's the most outgoing?: Kevin
Who's the best singer?: Oh fuck this question. I used to be in DRAMA people.
Who's on your shit-list?: Everyone who doesn\'t understand sarcasm, excluding people who suck at the English language.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Of course, now ask me if I\'ve! ever seriosuly considered it.
Who's your second family?: Frost Hall
Do you always feel understood?: Hell no, but who cares?
Who's the loudest friend?: I am
Do you trust others easily?: No
Who's house were you last at?: Herman Kamboj\'s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: Rissa
Do your friends know you?: Most of them
Friend that lives farthest away:: Patrick Kriese
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Not really
What do you find romantic?: Two people just being together, doing...anything. Hobbies, games, intimacy, just together.
Turn-on?: Touching my neck. Write it down.
Turn-off?: Water.
First kiss?: Sarah Knudson, I think.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: After my ego deflated, I\'d pity them.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: I bring this up every time I take this test, but GOING WHE! RE!? An my answer: Yes
Have u ever wished it was more so! cially a cceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: I don\'t think girl\'s have much of a problem with that anymore, but still, yes.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: Eye of the Beholder, duh
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Parts of me
What is best about the opposite sex?: Ability to comfort; Breasts (I\'m pretty sure I\'ve made that joke several times)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Irrationality; Feminism makign them think things like irrationality is justifiable
What's the last present someone gave you?: Blank Book
Are you in love?: No
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Oh God yes
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: I guess Erin
You wanted to kill?: Little bit of a drama queen there? Don\'t know, honestly
That you laughed at?: Alli Taylor, at lunch today
That laughed at you?: I guess Alli and Craige, also at ! lunch today
That turned you on?: Rachel
You went shopping with?: I rarely shop with anyone else. Probably went to the mall with my Mother, though I didn\'t shop WITH her per se.
That broke your heart?: That\'s a complex question that you don\'t get the answer to.
To disappoint you?: Rachel
To ask you out?: N/A
To make you cry?: I don\'t want to think back that far
To brighten up your day?: Rachel
That you thought about?: Rissa
You saw a movie with?: Mother
You talked to on the phone?: Rachel
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Veronica
You saw?: Alli / Craige
You lost?: Great Aunt Anne in the morbid sense / Connor in the emotional sense
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No
Will it be with your significant other?: Yes, because that\'s the logical follow-up to my last answer
Or some random person?: What the hell?
What are you wearing right now?: Black cargo pants, bla! ck socks, shoes, Spanish Conquistador shirt, black wristband, ! black wh ite hate free wristband, ear cuff, glasses
Body part you're touching right now:: Both hands are on the keyboard, I\'m fucking typing
What are you worried about right now?: My relationship\'s durability and work
What book are you reading?: I\'m not
What's on your mousepad?: It\'s black.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Tired Depressed Distracted Introspective Tall
Are you bored?: Not particularly
Are you tired?: Yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?: No, logged off a few minutes ago
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Pretty content
Are you listening to music?: Yeah, Phil Collins actually.

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Monday, August 27, 2007

The End

I'm beginning college, and ending my Xanga.  I think I'm actually just going to classify it as an indefinite hiatus, seeing as how I will keep it open and may still check it from time to time, but I hope I won't be writing in it anymore.

NEW ERA START NOW.


Tuesday, August 21, 2007

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ALL GLORY TO THE HYPNOTOAD.

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

Currently Listening
Louder Now
By Taking Back Sunday
Falling for You (I don't think this is the right album, but what the hell?)
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Let Me Count the Ways

1) I got free tickets to Projekt Revolution

2) Roche called back the next day, we got to talk for a while (turns out we have the same birthday) and I got BACKSTAGE PASSES to Projekt Revolution as the grand prize winner.

3) My last day of work was today

4) This is a really fucking good sandwich


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Currently Listening
OK Computer
By Radiohead
Fitter Happier
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If You've Never Seen Clerks: The Animated Series...

You probably never will.  But for the record, it's pretty damn funny.

Also, picked up a Strokes single.

Also, HOLY CRAP Ok Computer BY Radiohead IS AN AWESOME ALBUM.



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